Sorry

Sorry I didn't post sooner, I have been super busy. But back to boring life again lol. Took hubby to the Dr on Tuesday. I feel so bad for him he is only 35 yrs old and has eyes of a 75 yr old man. He has cataracts and if he doesn't have surgery he is going to go blind eventually. We got him glasses for now and hoping to put off the surgery until next year, I'm hoping to change our insurance plan to a lower deductible and be able to afford it. Right after his eye appointment we had to take our son for his. He had to get 4 shots today poor guy. He totally new what the nurse was doing with the little bucket this time. I had to hold him down and hubby had to hold his legs so the lady go give them to him. He cried so badly I wanted to just cry for him also. He did well though he got his chicken pox and his MMR shots. He did have a fever this morning but did well so far. He hasn't broken out like the first time getting those shots (knock on wood).

Just thinking of the old days tonight. I'm 31 now and were did the time go. Sometimes I feel like it was just yesterday when I was 21 having fun at the clubs, having a different guy every weekend on my arm. LOL.. Now I'm 31 married, with 1 child. Its crazy how time in the moment goes so slow but when u look back and think OMG u blink and 10 yrs passes you. I hope one day I don't wake up at 60 yrs old thinking the same thing (although i know that sure to happen). I really do miss my friends back up north. I miss my old life sometimes so bad but you know that life goes on and you have to progress to the "adult" we should all be. I can honestly say I am not exactly where I want to be in life. Yes I wanted to be married, Yes i wanted to have a child, didn't' realize i would be living here in this town one day and sure didn't expect to be financially less stable than I wanted to be. Yes I married for love not money but love doesn't pay the bills (wouldn't that be nice lol).

I'm still worried about the japan radiation. How crazy is that. I feel so bad for them yet I think us humans create all kind of horribleness these days. Its quiet sad. (that is enough on that, thats for another days topic).

Well not much else to talk about. I don't feel like going into to all of me just yet. you will have to stay tuned lol